I’m not anorexic or anything , but it kinda kills me every time I look in the mirror . I’m 5’1 and 103lbs , so technically I’m not considered “obese” but I always feel like the fattest fucking person alive . It kills me . I always think , every time I eat , that I shouldn’t be , that I’m so fat . I try not to eat , but only to a point . I always think about throwing up after I eat , but I just don’t have the guts to do it . I don’t know what to do but I can’t take feeling like this anymore … Every time I look in the mirror In disgusted . I feel absolutely worthless and there’s nothing I can do about it .